Is it the best?

It is sad to feel we have lost our inspiration

Feeling lost in a world

Where everything seems uncertain

Trying to understand life

So what really happens it is that sometimes

We don’t try what we really need in life

Usually, we try to hide what we are feeling

In that way we are not forced to explain what is going on

Life might not be the best one sometimes

and it is difficult to find ourselves

We try to fix things we didn't even break

Opening a door to give up on our dreams

The funny things is that it is easier

To believe we can when we can’t

We cry when we try and

We are unable to achieve our goals

Sometimes when we lose we feel broken inside

Perhaps it is the fact that a NO makes an impact in our lives

Who knows

God only knows

What really hurts the most

It is knowing how an action can change everything

I’ve always said that a million of good actions

Will never be more than a bad action

It is very sad to know that

Life will not always give you everything you want

It will give you what you need

What you deserve

I've always thought that being capable of

Getting over some things was the best

But is it really the best?

Just question yourself

Learn about your own personal life

About your mistakes

Those mistakes are there to help us grow

To make us better in life

There is no need to hurry

We need to enjoy our time

Live the moment

And if you feel you don't belong

Just don't be there

Be free

Be yourself

Part of me

I see people just going on with the day
Living without living
Looking at sad faces everywhere
Pretending to be a good thing
When they know it’s not

Usually I see my reflection on them
It is like everyone does it
Lies are part of their daily basis
Only because it is easier to hide
Under a smokescreen rather than facing the reality

It is sad to see how small our problems are
Sometimes we’re going through nothing compare with what others are living
And of course it hurts but
In another part of the world
There are people who is suffering

We like to victimize ourselves for nothing
Instead we should be thinking how to make a difference
How to make a change in the world
Praying perhaps

Life gives us surprises
That's not a lie
And we lose ourselves
By trying so hard to make others happy
While we just don't love ourselves enough

We try so hard
Not to let others down
And to be accepted
So that we are not alone or to feel lonely


We all make mistakes everyday
Living with them day by day
Failing on and off
One day crying and the other laughing

We work so hard trying to be better everyday
We run and we find no way out
From those dark secrets
Cuz we don't want to hurt anyone

Sometimes we hate for no reason
We don't understand it
We are curious
And all of us can be mean

Our decisions can take us
Either to heaven or hell
We decide whether
To be happy or not

It's all in our hands
It's all in us
All there inside
<3

Would it be possible?

I feel so great right now

Isn't funny?
It is a fact that when we are not looking for something is when we find the things and yeah in a hopeless place

It is so rewarding to know that even though we live in an era where love and loyalty are very rare to find there still people who are fighting and trying to keep it alive.

Today I went to a place,I didn't know I would be finding a loyal person, someone which I can learn from and that is there to share its knowledge

I found someone that it can make me smile so fast and i am just so glad to know how wonderful life is

I know I am running things up in my head but what if would it be possible?

Imagine how amazing that would be that all of the sudden you finally found who you were not looking for but deep down you wanted to find

Right now I am letting the things go with the flow because this is so unexpected

I don't know what it's going to happen or what will be next but I feel great

And I want to continue feeling this way

What is it?

I am to formal you say sometimes

Or disrespectful other times

I’m here again, not knowing what I want but every morning I wake up just to check my phone and see if you sent that crazy message every morning and that instead of saying good morning you go and tell me stuffs that are out of place.

You tell me that I am hilarious sometimes or that I am special and I mean you change your mood so fast but what I know it’s that I like you just the way you are

I like to know that you are always there for me to make me smile and whether I like you or not I am there to make you smile as well.

It’s really cute when sometimes you go really inspirational with me telling me I am meant to strive for greatness and that I can do better things every day and to be honest I love that because I've learned it from you.

I don’t know what’s wrong I mean I don’t know if I am doing the things right because there has been people telling me that you might like me or perhaps I look to happy when I am with you but I don’t know

I just I like to be with you and talk to you and look at you and ….. I love you’re not the typical kind of person

And then sometimes you call me I am one of a kind but you are the one of a kind I might say

I might be wondering if I look weak when I am with you?

I don’t care but I like the fact that you accept me the way I am and that you appreciate me for what I am and you’re not there trying to change me

When we have those conversations that really touch topics like love, friendship, work environment. That is just something I wouldn’t change.

And then when you get mad when I don’t reply your messages back, I really love it.

I love everything from you even though I feel mad sometimes

What is it I wonder sometimes?

Is it love? Is it just some kind of affection?

I wish I could be more than what I am now because consider that I am not enough

But then you go again with your precious voice and I am smiling right now because I am thinking about you

Our little fights, that is such a crazy thing

And I wouldn't change anything

Now you tell me I have changed and that I don't make you smile anymore but indeed I have changed and despite the fact that I am different now it does not mean that I am not there anymore for you

I do know now that you love me even though you hide it but it's OK

It's all OK

And that is what it was, true love for two lost souls in a world that has nothing to offer but perfect illusions

First Day of The Year

It's new year and everyone is happy that new goals are coming up and that the year will bring better opportunities.

Perhaps because it will be healing

Or maybe because there is a new chance to try correcting some mistakes that we couldn't last year.

Whatever the reason is, life goes on and the new year give us new opportunities to do better, to try to accomplish those goals we haven't been able to achieve so far.

It is important to note that birthdays are coming up as well and we are growing.

Oh time time, precious time we would like to stop but we can't.

People that left, that probably will leave forever but hey

We are never alone, we were not born to be alone

There will always be a person design for you and if you didn't get to know it last year, maybe this is the year.

New year means having to take new decisions, new challenges, new risks.

New year is new year and today I am glad I'm still alive and I have my grandma with me

I am happy and I want everyone to be happy as well.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!