What is it?

I am to formal you say sometimes

Or disrespectful other times

I’m here again, not knowing what I want but every morning I wake up just to check my phone and see if you sent that crazy message every morning and that instead of saying good morning you go and tell me stuffs that are out of place.

You tell me that I am hilarious sometimes or that I am special and I mean you change your mood so fast but what I know it’s that I like you just the way you are

I like to know that you are always there for me to make me smile and whether I like you or not I am there to make you smile as well.

It’s really cute when sometimes you go really inspirational with me telling me I am meant to strive for greatness and that I can do better things every day and to be honest I love that because I've learned it from you.

I don’t know what’s wrong I mean I don’t know if I am doing the things right because there has been people telling me that you might like me or perhaps I look to happy when I am with you but I don’t know

I just I like to be with you and talk to you and look at you and ….. I love you’re not the typical kind of person

And then sometimes you call me I am one of a kind but you are the one of a kind I might say

I might be wondering if I look weak when I am with you?

I don’t care but I like the fact that you accept me the way I am and that you appreciate me for what I am and you’re not there trying to change me

When we have those conversations that really touch topics like love, friendship, work environment. That is just something I wouldn’t change.

And then when you get mad when I don’t reply your messages back, I really love it.

I love everything from you even though I feel mad sometimes

What is it I wonder sometimes?

Is it love? Is it just some kind of affection?

I wish I could be more than what I am now because consider that I am not enough

But then you go again with your precious voice and I am smiling right now because I am thinking about you

Our little fights, that is such a crazy thing

And I wouldn't change anything

Now you tell me I have changed and that I don't make you smile anymore but indeed I have changed and despite the fact that I am different now it does not mean that I am not there anymore for you

I do know now that you love me even though you hide it but it's OK

It's all OK

And that is what it was, true love for two lost souls in a world that has nothing to offer but perfect illusions