What is it?

I am to formal you say sometimes

Or disrespectful other times

I’m here again, not knowing what I want but every morning I wake up just to check my phone and see if you sent that crazy message every morning and that instead of saying good morning you go and tell me stuffs that are out of place.

You tell me that I am hilarious sometimes or that I am special and I mean you change your mood so fast but what I know it’s that I like you just the way you are

I like to know that you are always there for me to make me smile and whether I like you or not I am there to make you smile as well.

It’s really cute when sometimes you go really inspirational with me telling me I am meant to strive for greatness and that I can do better things every day and to be honest I love that because I've learned it from you.

I don’t know what’s wrong I mean I don’t know if I am doing the things right because there has been people telling me that you might like me or perhaps I look to happy when I am with you but I don’t know

I just I like to be with you and talk to you and look at you and ….. I love you’re not the typical kind of person

And then sometimes you call me I am one of a kind but you are the one of a kind I might say

I might be wondering if I look weak when I am with you?

I don’t care but I like the fact that you accept me the way I am and that you appreciate me for what I am and you’re not there trying to change me

When we have those conversations that really touch topics like love, friendship, work environment. That is just something I wouldn’t change.

And then when you get mad when I don’t reply your messages back, I really love it.

I love everything from you even though I feel mad sometimes

What is it I wonder sometimes?

Is it love? Is it just some kind of affection?

I wish I could be more than what I am now because consider that I am not enough

But then you go again with your precious voice and I am smiling right now because I am thinking about you

Our little fights, that is such a crazy thing

And I wouldn't change anything

Now you tell me I have changed and that I don't make you smile anymore but indeed I have changed and despite the fact that I am different now it does not mean that I am not there anymore for you

I do know now that you love me even though you hide it but it's OK

It's all OK

And that is what it was, true love for two lost souls in a world that has nothing to offer but perfect illusions

Dreams

Dreams

What is your perception about dreams?

We all dream, boys and girls, elder and babies, we all dream.

Have you ever wonder why do we dream?

I have no fucking idea but what I know is that is because we are adventurous people so what do I mean?

Most of the time we are always saying that we were dreaming all night but no way, it doesn’t happen like that we dream just the last 50 seconds before we open our eyes

But we also have other types of dreams

Dream we want to make come true, sometimes we have big ideas in our mind and we want to become in something big, something we had always dreamed about, like being a singer Gosh!!! That was always my dream but it hasn’t been easy. I’ve tried so hard but I’m still stuck

I’m still here waiting for my dream to come true and let me tell you that I even wrote some songs but it didn’t work I was not so good enough to make it right.

I decided to start writing this blog because I wanted to express myself and I knew it would help me to feel better

I just want to tell you that we all have dreams

We dream big

Don’t be scare because you have nothing to lose

I believe that we think people is going to judge you but what about?

Let people talk about you

It doesn’t matter what they think

You do things right and they judge you, you do things wrong and they judge but what’s the point?

Be who you wanna be

Never stop dreaming because all those famous people started b having dreams too, and I even read a quote once that it said “if you can dream it, you can do it”

Remember that the sky is the limit or there might be no limits

I just don’t know

Just rely on you

Believe!!

Because dreams only die if the dreamer die!