First Day of The Year

It's new year and everyone is happy that new goals are coming up and that the year will bring better opportunities.

Perhaps because it will be healing

Or maybe because there is a new chance to try correcting some mistakes that we couldn't last year.

Whatever the reason is, life goes on and the new year give us new opportunities to do better, to try to accomplish those goals we haven't been able to achieve so far.

It is important to note that birthdays are coming up as well and we are growing.

Oh time time, precious time we would like to stop but we can't.

People that left, that probably will leave forever but hey

We are never alone, we were not born to be alone

There will always be a person design for you and if you didn't get to know it last year, maybe this is the year.

New year means having to take new decisions, new challenges, new risks.

New year is new year and today I am glad I'm still alive and I have my grandma with me

I am happy and I want everyone to be happy as well.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Inspirational

Inspirational

One day I decided to come here

I came to the place I never thought I was coming

It was something unexpected or maybe that I didn’t see coming

And you were there

I remember you saying or asking to me

How was my day going?

But it was something so peaceful

It made me feel good

Because I felt that connection with you

You made it look so relaxed

Very kind and nice

I felt nice when there was no rush

You trying to know more about me

And to be honest I still think the same

Since the very first time I met you

Or I got to know you

I knew you were a special person

Someone you can rely on

Here we are almost one year later

I know I can count on you

You know me even more than I do

And I like that because that simply means

I am important to you as well

When I do things for you

It concerns me that you always ask why?

I don’t know why you don’t get use to that

It is only a nice thing I like doing

But only for the people that means a lot to me

We’ve gone through some minor issues

Or inconveniences perhaps

Who knows?

I just know that I feel really happy

Because I’ve learned a lot of good things from you

Of course we all have differences

We are all different

But as I mention to you the other day

I am with you

I am with you because

My friendship is unconditional

I want you to know you can count on me

I’ve made some mistakes

But that does not change anything

Thank you for caring for my grandma

And even for me

I know deep inside that you

Are a wonderful person

And I wouldn’t change anything from you

Who would tell that someone like me

Would be doing this

Maybe you were not expecting this either

Or you didn’t believe me when I told you

I was doing it

But see

Here I am

Early in the morning

Inspired

Bringing those flashbacks

Remembering those moments

When I met you

When you looked so serious

But that seriousness was just

A first impression

Of course

You didn’t know me

However, day by day you started to become nicer

And, I just wanna thank you for everything

Believe it or not

I appreciate little details

I’m the kind of person

Who never expects to get anything back

Anyway

I just want you to know

That

I do care about you

I care about you family

Because you’re important for me

Ok?

You’re my inspiration and some

Sort of a role model

Remember

Even if we are not in the same place

I’ll always be your friend

And I’ll always count on you

THANK YOU!!!!

My Dear Everything

My dear everything

You have always been the light of my life

The person who has been there to support me

To let me know that love exists in different ways 

Every day you let me know how important I am for you

And so do I

When I imagine you aint gonna be with me forever, I cry

Not only because you won’t be with me

But because I will have nothing

You’re the most important thing in the world for me

My dear everything

You, the one that makes me smile

You, that love me

That will never let me down

Thank you for all your love

For all your support

For all those tears you’ve cried 

Thank you for taking care of me when I was unable to

Let me tell you that you are the most wonderful person in the world

You’re everything to me

My world is what you are

My life would be nothing without you

There are no words to explain how I feel

When I see you there

Waiting for me to kiss me and hug me

To cherish me as your little baby

And I never wanna lose you

Because I don’t want to miss you

I want to stay with me forever

I love you

My dear grandmother

My dear everything

To my grandma I love the most

So, I woke up today thinking about my life. It's been 23 years now since I just was born. I've been trying to live and forget many things that I regret now because I did them. However, regretting will not help at all. I cry sometimes and I wish I could go back but I can't. I can't change the things I did once. And it is easy to say I'm sorry but that does not help at all.

I remember that I once made my grandma to feel bad. That day I was going out with my friends and I told her not to go with me because I was feeling ashamed of her. She was just speechless when I said that to her. My heart got broken into little pieces. Since that moment I promised to myself not to make her feel bad again because it hurts to know that you are hurting the person that would do anything for you.

My grandma is the most wonderful person I've ever known. She has been willing to help me all this time. Giving me her support and showing me that love has no boundaries. I believe that love is unconditional, because love is precious, love is blind and sometimes it might be selfish.  She has been there for me forever and I can't imagine my life without her.  Basically, she raised me up and made the person I am. 

When I think about the moments that I made her cry I just would like to hit myself for being a fucking asshole that does not appreciate the effort and support she always have gave me starting since she took me out of the hospital to take care of me since I was born and that makes me feel bad as well because I fuck up sometimes and I have learned to love her.

Nowadays, I have changed my perspective about her love towards me and my love towards her. Our relation has become better since I realized that she meant everything to me. I was dreaming one of these days that she was dead. I woke up crying because I felt that dream so real that I couldn't imagine being without her. Since that moment I told myself to behave and to be there just for her.

My main point here is that we have to appreciate the fact that sometimes we are not good enough with the person that has given everything just to be there for you. We need to appreciate those little details they have with us it does not matter if it is a big or a small act of love. Love them and give them the best from you because you don't know if you will see them again another day.

Most likely today they are alive but what about tomorrow? We don't know

Love that person that have been there all this time for you.

Dreams

Dreams

What is your perception about dreams?

We all dream, boys and girls, elder and babies, we all dream.

Have you ever wonder why do we dream?

I have no fucking idea but what I know is that is because we are adventurous people so what do I mean?

Most of the time we are always saying that we were dreaming all night but no way, it doesn’t happen like that we dream just the last 50 seconds before we open our eyes

But we also have other types of dreams

Dream we want to make come true, sometimes we have big ideas in our mind and we want to become in something big, something we had always dreamed about, like being a singer Gosh!!! That was always my dream but it hasn’t been easy. I’ve tried so hard but I’m still stuck

I’m still here waiting for my dream to come true and let me tell you that I even wrote some songs but it didn’t work I was not so good enough to make it right.

I decided to start writing this blog because I wanted to express myself and I knew it would help me to feel better

I just want to tell you that we all have dreams

We dream big

Don’t be scare because you have nothing to lose

I believe that we think people is going to judge you but what about?

Let people talk about you

It doesn’t matter what they think

You do things right and they judge you, you do things wrong and they judge but what’s the point?

Be who you wanna be

Never stop dreaming because all those famous people started b having dreams too, and I even read a quote once that it said “if you can dream it, you can do it”

Remember that the sky is the limit or there might be no limits

I just don’t know

Just rely on you

Believe!!

Because dreams only die if the dreamer die!

Es mejor estar solo

Hay cosas en la vida que a veces simplemente no podemos entender, creemos que las cosas pasan solo porque si pero en realidad no es así, las cosas pasan por una razón y pues no se cual sea esa razón también, solo se que pasan por algo.


Cada mañana al despertar me empiezo a preguntar si es verdaderamente un día mas, si estoy soñando o que pero no lo se. A la misma vez me he preguntado a mi mismo " Y SI TODO ES UN SUEÑO"

Y que si en realidad nada existe?

Solo son pensamientos que se me vienen a la mente y a veces solo se quedan allí como lo que son "PENSAMIENTOS"


Hoy he decidido escribir esta pequeña nota solo para sacar lo que siento en realidad. Hace como unos 5 años quizás, creía que la felicidad era estar con alguien, saber que tenias a alguien para ti, para abrazar, besar y hacer locuras pero en realidad la felicidad solo esta dentro de ti.

Y no no es despecho ni nada de eso, es solo que me han pasado tantas cosas en la vida que me hacen pensar que es mejor estar solo que mal acompañado.
Venia escuchando una nota que dice que algunas personas están con personas que no quieren solo por no estar solas; pero ¿cual es el miedo de estar solo o sola me pregunto yo?



En mi opinión estar solo a veces te hace reflexionar tantas cosas, no te sientes atado a estar pendiente de tu celular, (es sarcasmo, el celular siempre lo tengo en la mano) pero como sea sabes que puedes ser tu mismo y no te cohíbes por tal de no dañar a la persona con la que te encuentras pero para que fingir y pretender que todo esta bien cuando simplemente no lo esta.

Al punto que quiero llegar es que estar solo no es malo
Estar solo te hace encontrarte contigo mismo de pensar en lo que realmente necesitas.
Todo llega a su tiempo y no hay que correr.
Hay que aprender a caminar primero para eso.



Feliz día.

Que es el verdadero amor?

Pretender que todo esta bien a veces esta bien pero a la misma vez esta mal.

Día a día nos enfrentamos con la situación de esconder nuestros sentimientos porque tenemos miedo.Miedo a ser lastimados por alguien que esta empezando a querernos.

Cuando sufres una ruptura amorosa por primera vez piensas que pasara una y otra vez y mejor decides ya no volver a tratar pero te has preguntado alguna vez que es el verdadero amor?

La mayoría del tiempo no pensamos, no reflexionamos pero decidí hacerme esta pregunta y pues la verdad llegue a la conclusión que no se que es

No lo se

Al estar enamorado lo único que sabes es que quieres estar con la persona que estas saliendo; lo único que quieres es sentir sus besos y caricias pero no piensas

Dices ''TE AMO'' pero de verdad lo sientes?

El verdadero amor esta basado en aceptarte en primer lugar a ti, en no tener miedo de que la persona que esta junto a ti no te fallara porque te ama tal cual eres con tus virtudes y defectos.

Un día leí una linea que decía "Si estas con una persona y te enamoras de una segunda, quédate con la segunda porque si quisieras a la primera no te hubieras enamorado de la otra"

A veces damos todo por la persona que amamos que incluso atentamos en contra de nuestra felicidad bueno ese fue mi caso y creo que no soy el único.

Si, así mismo es, cometemos el error de herirnos y sacrificar nuestra felicidad por alguien que quizás jamas valdrá la pena, yo se que a veces no es fácil aceptar que nos dejan pero lo que tenes que tener en mente es que diste lo mejor de ti y que al menos tu seras memorable.

Solo querías sentirte especial y duele saber que no fuiste lo suficiente para ser amado o amada pero al final creo que esta bien.

Si alguien no es para ti simplemente no lo es y ya, sencillo.

Solo hay que desprendernos de ese falso amor que quizás nunca existió y luego tu decides si en verdad crees en el amor verdadero.

Deja ir todo , se libre y amate tu primero.

Recuerda que no puedes hacer que nadie te ame si no quieren y tampoco puedes hacer que tu corazón sienta algo que el no quiera